Saturday, April 3, 2010

That didn't last long

I haven't been back on the elliptical since Tuesday. I know, I suck. I was still doing really well at the diet....until Friday. I'm calling it my Friday Fall Down. And, I was right back to my old ways, eating chocolate chips by the handful, potato chips, chicken wings,.....ugh. What the hell is wrong with me? I'd finally made a good start, and now I have to start all over again. And of course, it's a holiday weekend---a holiday that involves a lot of freaking candy; ESPECIALLY when you have 4 kids in the house! Moms are doomed to be fat. At least, this mom is.

So, earlier in the week, when I had finally gotten on track, I was kind of excited and finding some motivation. In September, my husband and I will celebrate our 10 year anniversary. We've talked about taking a weekend trip, just us (no kids) to the same place we honeymooned. I was so thin then. So, this is kind of becoming my motivation. I really want to lose at least a majority of this weight in time for our anniversary. That is something I could really feel good about. So, now I have to get back on track and do this. Not just for me, but for my husband too. I think I can, I think I can.......

Damn Easter candy.